How to move on? how to say I'm over? done with crying and welcome happiness? is it easy mending a broken and torn heart? are you able to heal it on your own, how to start and etc.. so many questions to answer yet the biggest question you have to face is ARE YOU READY TO LET GO? yes that's the hardest question you'll ever encounter when your in that phrase of your life.. so hard yet all you have to do after that tragic happening in your life is to cry,cry,cry... until you felt tried you'll stop and get mad to the person and realized you still love him after what happened and again you'll cry! It would be a cycle for you for the next two weeks or so.. friends will advice you to move on, go on,he's not the only fish in the sea..yes that is so right but its hard to do.. easily said that doing it! from my own dilemma I learned that you wont be able to forget nor erase that damn man who broke your heart you'll just accept that his not the right one for you, you'll just be immune to the pain and one day you wont feel it anymore. We can't erase memories especially with our ex's its stored in our brain and somehow, someday it will flash back to us! how to do it? have it your way.. of course we need guidance from God..you must pray a lot, have more time doing the hings you love, go out with your friends, read books..divert you time in stuffs that will make you happier. find time to laugh,as they say laughter is the best medicine. Look at the view in a positive way, you'll have more time for your ME time. after doing those things you will find out yourself enjoying and maybe learning to forgive and your heart is mending already. Just take it one step at a time. No need to rush! Besides everything happened for a reason. so enjoy it being single is not bad!! its beautiful! being single doesn't mean your alone,unhappy,unwanted. Your just waiting for the right one!.remember God grant thing in its perfect time. Not late nor advance! So keep on praying! keep on trusting Him! for God know what's best for us..
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010
sorry seems to be the hardest word?
Is it true that sorry seems to be the hardest word ever?
Does it really happened to be?
It makes me wonder why it is say so? Its just a word right?you just have to say it or rather write it in a paper,sand,wall, express it through gifts.. Its just a 3 letter word that seems to be so big with your about to do it by yourself. I myself have experienced it! I can say that yes it is hard to say.. When I was in my 3rd year high school my bff and I have a misunderstanding well of course the usual drama when you and your friend have problems, the whole barkada is split up to 2 teams, one is in your side while the other is with your friend. It lasted for weeks or months..And i was tried so I decided one day just to say sorry so that things will get back to track. But that 3 letter word is damn so hard to say.. I was just about to say it but I cant. it felt like my I swallowed my tongue.. At that very moment I realized it's true sorry is the hardest word,it seems so short but the meaning of it is so important that once you said it you should know how to handle it!
so lazy
so many things to do,,, so many task to be done,,yet here I am stock in front of the computer doing my blog and fB so damn lazy!! I wish I could do all my task in just one click like what I used to do here. whoa.. this is really not me. I like things organize right away! feeling sad for my self!! huhu
over timeee
taking pics, as in nonstop when its uber time day!
my mom always go to her office during sat and sun,
ofcouse im coming with her coz its colg there unlike in other places,
Saturday, April 17, 2010
a reachable dream
It's almost 3 years ago, I graduated high school, done with the most joyful part of my life. Yepey I'm entering college....but wait what course should I take? Since I was a child I dreamt of becoming a doctor,business woman,secretary.. what should I pick? since becoming a doctor is my first love, I decided to take BSN since they're both in line of medicine, and the tuition is more cheaper. And there you go, I'm enrolling @ Jose Rizal University,, I made it! I'm enrolled I thought it was easy cause I'm just a freshman but then I realized it's not! taking up all the basic things made me crazy. I'm loaded from morning to afternoon classes.sometimes up to night.OMG..2 more years have passed expenses have ballooned, can I still be able to continue? Yet God is faithful and his love endures forever. He never let me down, though there are times that I'm giving up, but His unfailing guidance always lead me back to him. Still its by God's grace I'm still kicking and striving hard. I don't know His plans for me but I know the best is in store for me. and I will always believe and wait even if it takes a lifetime for God's answer, for with Him everything is perfect not late nor early
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